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It's hard to think
of a beginning.
Any illiterate dink
can rhyme words together.
Letting thoughts bleed out
and seperate from one another
is what's difficult.
And my head is swimming with
this brain's tongue spitting out
words commensurate with feeling.
What am I supposed to say
that could possibly convey
my despair?
Heart and mind are
worse for wear.
I'm told that
'You're where you belong," but where
is that?
You really are gone.
Be strong.
What eats me is why.
Before I even had the chance to say goodbye.
Of all the evil that a good few do,
why were you
the one who had your life taken,
before you died.
LUCI, IF BECKONED,
SWIMMING IN SMOKE
OFFERING WOUNDS THAT HEAL
AND BLOOD THAT BREATHES
I WOULD INHALE THE SMOKE
AND BECOME THE NEXT MEAL.
When I was a kid and
began to manipulate sound,
you taught me to articulate
any number of words I found
with this pocket spellchecker.
It was digital
and easy to learn from.
Your unparalled wit
made it fun,
and I wouldn't sit
for another hit until
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Rebecca
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United Kingdom
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Hey everybody!

I know, im fucking terrible at keeping up with my schedule. This month ive been doing a lot of overtime hours through the night and barely 2 hours to myself thus barely any work has been posted.

Whether you care or not, I assure you that I am still writing and planning my comic WE ARE ALIVE and i'm very excited to continue with the story as well as some other side projects I want to get done. I whole heartedly miss being creative and im so excited to develop more as a creator.

Depression has also been a factor into my absence lately. I'm completely fine, and those like-minded will surely understand how much it takes out of you and how unmotivated and generally very low feeling that it gives you and the poisonous thoughts that accompany it.

I am pulling myself out of that ditch once again and will hopefully be back to feeling a bit more normal soonish.

Depression is a legitimate mental affliction that affects an uncountable number of people every year.
For those unfamiliar or those who dont fully understand, I ask you to be kind to those who are suffering. Do not ask them why they are sad, depression doesnt need a reason.
It will overwhelm you through no choice of your own and nothing 'triggers' it to happen.

If we could control it, we fucking would and we'd pick ourselves back up without a thought because nobody WANTS to feel the pain depression brings. Nobody.
So dont you dare tell a sufferer that they're being melodramatic or histrionic.

If we could choose not to feel it ever again, we would do it in a fucking second. So be a good person and offer your kindness to those who wish to recieve it, and make an offer of kindness to those who do not yet want your sympathy. Let them know that it will be okay, it will.

Depression sufferers - you are strong as fuck. You are fighting with your own mind every single day and refusing to give up. I am proud of you and so should you be. If you ever need an empathic ear, I will be here for you too.

Much love. X

Activity


It's hard to think
of a beginning.
Any illiterate dink
can rhyme words together.
Letting thoughts bleed out
and seperate from one another
is what's difficult.

And my head is swimming with
this brain's tongue spitting out
words commensurate with feeling.

What am I supposed to say
that could possibly convey
my despair?
Heart and mind are
worse for wear.
I'm told that
'You're where you belong," but where
is that?

You really are gone.
Be strong.

What eats me is why.
Before I even had the chance to say goodbye.
Of all the evil that a good few do,
why were you
the one who had your life taken,
before you died.

LUCI, IF BECKONED,
SWIMMING IN SMOKE
OFFERING WOUNDS THAT HEAL
AND BLOOD THAT BREATHES
I WOULD INHALE THE SMOKE
AND BECOME THE NEXT MEAL.

When I was a kid and
began to manipulate sound,
you taught me to articulate
any number of words I found
with this pocket spellchecker.

It was digital
and easy to learn from.
Your unparalled wit
made it fun,
and I wouldn't sit
for another hit until
I tried every trick
to get you to return it,
laughing and gaming together.
Our wordplay put a dent in my forever.

I had never known life without him.
Living and breathing before I arrived,
he was ever-present.
Having seen the World, with a grin,
he taught me what it meant to be alive.
Is it entirely too contrived?
Or is it full of unknown wonder?
He encouraged me to discover
and never to stop asking questions.

In my heart
there is no envy for
the rich or successful.
Ask me to justify why
growing up with him was wonderful,
I will tell you that -
"I can't imagine my favourite videogame
with a glitch in it's programming."

-----------------

I never understood why closure
was so important, until
your funeral day. Realising it was over.

But it filled my body with pride
and clarity, even after you died,
to see the people and the impact
that you left behind.
You're still teaching me.

Your words, your life and your memory,
I will keep close in your dictionary.

And I promise to always try
to be myself. Be smart
when things go awry.
My chin against the sky.
Your lessons have crafted me,
and your love will live on in me.

Thank you. I will never forget you.

See you, Jimmy.
DICTIONARY
For my Grandad. RIP March 2017.
I miss you.

For some context, my Grandad battled with vascular dimentia.
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Goodbye.
I had to say goodbye to my Grandad on the 20th March 2017.

Please respect my space at this surreal time. Thank you for understanding.

Rest In Peace, Grandad. Thank you for making me the person that I am.
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(Old art4) Get Back Here!
Publishing some old art whilst im fucking around with my comic, id rather something is out there so you're not left waiting.

Thank you for understanding, 'WE ARE ALIVE' is my first project and I want to be 100% satisfied with it before I put it out there.
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(Old art3) Kid and his Guinea Pig
Publishing some old art whilst im fucking around with my comic, id rather something is out there so you're not left waiting.

Thank you for understanding, 'WE ARE ALIVE' is my first project and I want to be 100% satisfied with it before I put it out there.
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BandWCat Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Student Digital Artist
Thanks for the watch!
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RaynalJacquemin Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2017
Thanks for the watch!
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ChrisN-Art Featured By Owner Oct 26, 2016  Student Digital Artist
And thank you soo much for the watch! :D
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thehobbypanda Featured By Owner Aug 28, 2016  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Ty so much for the watch, it means the world to me Hug Heart
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NonsenseTalker Featured By Owner Aug 28, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Your art is wonderful! I want to commission you soon! ^^
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CalixtaTepes Featured By Owner May 16, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Happy Birthdaaaaay ! <3 (if it's really your birthday ;w; )
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NonsenseTalker Featured By Owner May 16, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
It is! Thank you so much! :heart:
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CalixtaTepes Featured By Owner May 16, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You're welcoooome <3 Have a great birthday party and presents !
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NonsenseTalker Featured By Owner May 16, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you very much! <3
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tamber-mizuki Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Sweetie! :love: I'm so happy to see you here again with a new account :heart:
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